Eyes down, she's making a B-line,
Slams the red door of number eighty nine,
Facing her public for one more time,
She is visibly invisible

Checks in at work its six minutes past nine,
Girls at machines, dozens in straight lines,
Boss says "your late - your treading a thin line"
She is visibly invisible

Colleagues talk family, TV and past time,
Never thought she'd end here, the factory line,
Eyes at the clock, waiting for the chime,
She is visibly invisible

Buzzer sounds, tools down, break time,
Selects cappuccino, waits for coffee to grind,
She glazes over, lost in her own mind,
She is visibly invisible

She looks out on life, moving at double time,
She's the loner that life's left behind,
Friday at Yates? She's never springs to mind,
She is visibly invisible

Apron off, check out, get in line,
Time to run home, tele on, recline,
Content but unhappy in unconscious mind,
She is visibly invisible

Left out, locked out and both combined,
She's been shunned by woman and mankind,
When it comes to her, you all play blind,
She is visibly invisible

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On 26th October 2011 as part of the Performance Matters public program I gathered performers, live artists, producers and programmers from across the world for a special edition of Eat Your Heart Out. Here is my first paper I read to them.

The Observation of Live Art practice in 2011 as seen by the working class protagonist.

Live Art is the practice of artists who use performance, live or recorded to communicate their ideas. In this paper I will endeavor to introduce you to The Artist, Th­­e Practice and The Work.

The Artist

An artist who creates work with the use of performance is referred to as either a live artist, performance artist, interdisciplinary artist, hybrid artist, multimedia artist, video artist or Phd student. The use of just ‘performer’ is actively shunned - this not only has connotations of populist work which is actively opposed (we will explore later) but does not contain the crucial word ‘artist’ - this is key in the individuals validation to their vocation. The word artist gives importance, meaning, social status and access to public funding – all key in developing work. 

Labelling is incredibly important but equally a troubling part of the artists role and a difficulty to ‘refine’ or ‘condense’ their practice to one genre is beneficial. These covey the struggle of making ‘the work’ and the complexities it comes with, for this reason live or performance art lends well to academics or scholars; critical behavior, self reference but fictional deprecation, indecision, lack of product, incoherence, social engagement or politic but with an elevated idea of the presence of the aforementioned.

An artist from a working class background, low social status or just female can prove to be an asset in informing them in their practice throughout their career. In addition a performance artist who is more advance in years is deemed to have more politic or message than their 22 year old counter part, this rule however does not apply to the higher end of the scale. Artists who are still practicing post their 50th year or who are in ‘retirement from performance’ are elevated to take the title of a performance art family member i.e ‘The Grandmother of Performance Art’ they may also be known in the sector as a legacy artist.

Live Art or Performance Art as it was known in the 90’s was invented by a New York practitioner named Penny Arcade – I quote from her website: “I invented performance art and I am sorry” although works existed before her practice she is widely accepted as the voice and so should not be tackled on this matter.

The Practice

When creating work the artist must start with a point of reference, again a difficulty in communicating why you have chosen this should be employed and a lengthy process of scratching (to present an unfinished, unformalized piece of work to a paying audience under the banner of ‘work in progress’ or ‘process based work’) is encouraged.

Work can be spoken and discussed at length with peers before the work is developed, this process can go on for many years without product and is known as ‘in development’.

Work which is more fully formed in content should be referred to as 'piece', a combination of pieces may be called ‘a body of work’ and a combinations of ‘bodies’ may be termed an arch, a number of arches put together could be called an archive, a number of archives that are digitalized could be called tedious. This chain gives the work gravitas and pulls focus from its lack of technical ability. Live Artists need not learn how to concisely apply skill or craft i.e. learn breathing technique or pitching to, lets say sing an opera - to sing it badly in a piece would be referred to as its ‘strategy’ or intentional.

Studio space is an essential tool to a live artists creativity, although they do not create physical pieces of work to have a studio reflects a successful, stable artist who is diverse as relevant. This should be based the East of London, it is advisable each artist has at least one assistant. If this is unvisible create a fictional email address to impress other live artists.

The Work

Work that communicates your relationship with the tampon or nothingness is encouraged. Any subject that could possibly alienate the majority of an audience is good practice, this in turn will reflect the artist in a strong position of knowledge when in reality a minimal amount of structured research (wikipedia) has taken place, kicking an audience out of the space, hurting them or preventing them viewing the work is highly advisable and adds texture. The lack of access creates myth.

Titling your work 'Untitled' or 'A Long Title That Is Nothing To Do With The Work' is also acceptable, this again gives the work an elevated position for content that is weaker.

Using verbs like participatory help show your work has layers and is as politically or intellectually complex as it is novel.

Reenactment work, in which an artist directly mimics the work of other live artists dead or alive, good or bad is acceptable. This process is not seen as 'copying' or ‘stealing’ but developmentation' or 'referential'.

Words like 'entertaining' 'showbiz' and 'panache' are not apart of the live arts vocabulary and work of the genre is frowned upon, this work will only attracts comments like “This is rubbish, its belongs on Glee’. To create work that engages an audience on a populist level isn't progressive enough for the live artist, light entertainment and popular entertainment formats are not considered - this work is for ‘the TV generation’ and basic in content without a politic.

Live Art does not exist in the theatre and theatrical elements are actively opposed, this includes good lighting and 'the 4th wall'. Good work exists in gallery spaces, uses bodily fluids and is viewed by other live artists. Work outside of this can be identified as ‘Trash’.

Trash performance is a word someone made up for a bunch of people annoyed by a live artists practice thus making it formalized like all of the above.  

Audience size should be modest, even for the ‘performance art family’ previously mentioned. Work that attracts too much public support is seen as ‘selling out’ and void of any meaning that may have originally been praised.

When comment is given on lack of theatre, technical ability or aesthetic a live artist must respond with '..that is what I wanted the piece to communicate'.

To conclude: Performance obviously matters. Performers save lives, rescue cats from trees and look after the old, performance stops wars, can end poverty etc. Performance enriches peoples lives, performance is clearly the answer.
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Heres a lovely video I made this month in Westcliff, to get permission to film this the woman asked me if I was Russel Grant - I really wanted to film in their lovely candy striped cafe so I said 'Yes I am' - she said I was very 'theatrical'

Rossi's Ice Cream - Westcliff On Sea | October 2011
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To celebrate the 'Performance Matters' (thisisperformancematters.co.uk) research project I have made a limited edition print. It expresses my thoughts on what I think of live art.

Its cheery, works well against Ikea clobber and you can boast to your arty friends about how in the know you are to own work by some fat boy who has been in Boyz magazine.

Buy it here 

Personalized prints will be available to buy at the 'Performance Doesn't Matter' event this Wednesday - You should come to this because I will be looking to loose some performance art 'friends' - more info here
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TVs:AM is Eat Your Heart Out's monthly podcast presented by Myra and Me! Each month we set up shop at the top of the tavern and knock one out for London Fields Radio - suggest tracks, guests and comment - tvsam@scottee.co.uk 

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Domestic Abyss

James has stumbled in from an evening of drafting ideas for the next issue of FUN magazine, now I'm not one for talking about her indoors but mild annoyance has encouraged me to do so. After discussing their ideas for the next issue based on body modification (radical) and people who offer themselves up to being murdered, I was passed a copy of Issue 5. On the cover, under the banner F.U.N is a picture of what seems to be a sleeping child, James informs me 'its a dead baby'. A flick through a few more pages and we're onto an image of a dead man with about 40 knifes stuck in his body, I hand the magazine back.

It's taking me ages to articulate what I want to say in this blog about this publication but to cut to the chase I think it stinks of East London anti-cool (fyi its not cool to be cool so anti-cool is cool) - James tells me the whole point of it is to question the human form and proclaims 'that man was probably killed lawfully and this is just your knee jerk reaction' - Now I think this argument would stand or be more palatable if it was balanced with cohesive articles on capital punishment, child death etc but looking at their website  'Your mum was found on this server' I'm really not sure this is the politic they are pushing for.

Now It may not surprise you that its contributors are from Vice and Real Gold. I guess I should expect this from a group of 30yr old + artists who live in London Fields, drink at the Alibi and ride a fixed gear but I'm asking myself why this magazine, I've barely looked at titled 'Fun' flogs images of dead kids leaves a bad taste in my mouth? Maybe it questions my values or ethics but I really don't think that was at the heart of their intention, even so when I probe James in how he would feel if our nephew was pictured dead on the cover of a magazine in Berlin he feels uncomfortable with the idea - I guess then this means its OK if the dead child is one you don't know? - "that's different, that baby died 100 years ago"-  Maybe its the lack of humanism attached to presenting the images that's upsetting?

There is a broader argument to have here about the censorship of work and the viewer. Last year after seeing Kim Nobles show 'Kim Noble Will Die For You' in which he gives his spunk to young women in the audience, gave his ex girlfriends telephone number out with instruction to insult and threw money at black people I was left with the same troubling questions - is this progressive? am I easily offended? is it just me that thinks this is rubbish?

There is this recent trend is fucking off your audience (Romeo Castellucci's 'On the Concept of the Face, Regarding the Son of God', Ontroerend Goed's 'Audience') as some sort of artistic statement or radical engagement that is seen as revolutionary or forward thinking, I think its basic, juvenile, cheap and lazy. Throwing images at me of dead human beings is like Noble throwing a strop because I won't leave his auditorium when he is supposedly "kicking me out of the show".

It's likely they'll use this blog as some sort of inspiration to buy another Victorian image off ebay or do a limited edition print of it for a gallery show at Truman. It'll only encourage them but I'm not interesting in them, I just wanted to air my feelings and find your stance - educate me.

Maybe I'll go down Vyner Street on First Thursdays with a few knifes and post the images on my tumblr, although I'm sure they won't be there because they are of course cooler than that.

In the interest of democracy - http://www.greatenjoyment.com/main.html

After thought: Is this the difference beween fine art and performance - one can deliver the politic or message over a period of time and explain its meaning, the other is face value? Is this the shit you learn at art school? Why do I feel I'm not in on the joke? Am I the thick one?
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At Eat Your Heart Out HQ we've had our head down in rehearsals, yes we've turned into poncey performance artists who need space to think, why? Last year a theatre in West London approached us to create a show for one of their 'studios' - most of you will know that we would usually tell these theatre types to fuck off but we thought it would be a wonderful challenge to move on from annoying the cabaret crooners and start pissing off the theatre thespians. 

We are creating a new piece we semi-debuted last year called 'Violence' - the show and ideas behind it have moved on in post London riot world and we are keen to explore the world of nasty. Rape, victimization, homophobic attacks and the effects on the mental health are teamed with can can, punk poetry and alot of nice dancing. We have a some experimental tech in the show and we're trying to push ourselves in a new direction, this could all go wrong but its all with the aim of messing this 'theatre' world up abit.

17th – 26th November | Riverside Studios, Crisp Road, Hammersmith W6 | Book here

Get involved: As well as creating this show we are launching a hashtag - modern - We are asking twitter users to use #violencenow to report violent encounters towards them or others - of course you should contact the Police or Crimestoppers (and continue to do that!) but alot of LGBTQ hate crime goes unreported, from name calling to physical violence - it is unacceptable. #violencenow is a reminder to everyone the level of violence in our society and offers a reporting feed that will not only highlight to others what is going on but hopefully enable to victim to report events to friends and followers without fear or embarrassment. 

Violence Variety - 26th Nov: We’re worried that doing a show in a posh theatre means we’ve turned into a theatre company, so in the interests of public safety we’ve decided to have a post-violence variety show with some of your favorite cabaret show-offs. This is an excuse for us to get drunk, show new work and ruin our set, costume and reputation. Here for more info

Ticket offers and group discounts are available: scottee@eyho.org.uk


'Fabulous! contemporary performance art reaffirming my faith in the fringe' **** Three Weeks


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..and so it is my final day lording it up at the manor house by the sea, having everything done for me, abusing G4 macs and all in the name of 'performance art' - I think I've enjoyed my week of being middle class, I look forward to being a rich 'arts worker' in Woking in 50 years time.

As part of Oriana Fox's performance 'The O Show' I was asked to be hypnotized by her mother - Angela, we spoke at length about my fear of academics, what they stood for and the work produced in 'their' spaces. To my surprise she sided with me and the results were AMAZING. Oriana has kindly allowed me to show the piece at 'Performance Doesn't Matter' - her mother is also coming to see me in Violence in November, already I know this woman is my cup of tea.

Today I made another piece of video work titled 'Just Desserts - Rossi Ice Creams, Southend on Sea' - this is also part of the Tourism' project, stills will follow tomorrow. Tomorrow we also present our work to each other, Spill, Arts East, Arts Admin and Metal.

I don't want to go back to London and have to make things in the way I have been, my eyes have prised open to creating work away from work and doing it for fun. I feel reborn, sorry to sound like Ferne Brittan but I am a new woman.

Last night Metals MD Colette asked me why I was updating my blog and if I did it in London everyday, I said no but the reason I wanted to here was to be honest in my practice, let you tell me if its shit and not feel mental when making solo work. Thanks for listening and keep checking back for rants and documentation of the week.



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Today I woke up at 7am, do you feel my pain? This was all because some art student ego took over my body and proclaimed to the group that I wanted to shoot early to, i quote "get the right light".

We have had an amazing day of filming, eating ice cream, getting wheezy, jumping into cars before traffic wardens got too close and cold lasagna all to help create each others work.

I also read my paper aloud to Oreet, we both agree when I perform it I'll drop a few hundred followers but Oreet thought it was 'Live Art Stand Up' - who knows!

Today I also shot the first part of my 'Tourism' project I mentioned yesterday.
'Tourism - an alternative guide to __________' is a video series based in different UK towns. The aim of the project is to reengage a new visitor and the existing community to interact with forgotten cafes, piers, beaches, libraries, post offices or community centres through video and audio tours. I'm hoping to start the project in Southend over the next year and kicked it off by filming the first video 'Head Space - Leigh on Sea Beach' today. What started out being a video about self help Vs going mental has turned into a macabre video about being alone in nice places, I think..


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Today we told each other what we were planning to make. I've decided I'd like to create a series of video projects based at seaside resorts in the UK titled 'Tourism' - the first of which I am recording tomorrow. It's got abit more to it but I'll save the 'politic' and wank for tomorrow.

Last night I met a woman who wrote to Jim'll Fix It in the late 70's, this got me thinking about rejection and the need to please - a feeling most stand up's & performers can relate too. I am fixing her fix-it on Saturday, this is part of a larger project in March so I'm inviting you to send me your non-fixed Jim'll Fix It - Rule: You must have sent the real Jim a letter during his reign. fix@scottee.co.uk

The most part of the day was spent writing a paper (who knew?). It has been noted by my peers that I have 'academiphobia' - a fear of the academic, which could be true and so I wrote an extension of my Light Art post to perform at 'Performance Doesn't Matter' -  here is my favourite exert:

'Using verbs like participatory help show your work has layers and is as politically or intellectually complex as it is novel'.

and finally this which you can print out and do a thesis about. X




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Today we met real people that that are funny, comedians. Without boring you to tears with the process I think I am coming to terms with the fact I maybe not be a live artist but much more of a clown. Discuss.

Today I wanted to make an audio piece that is rough, ready and online.

I've made the following thing because:
- I read, watch and enjoy too much Joe Orton/Carry On/Personal Services
- I'm constantly being asked by the Arts Council if my work is accessible
- I wanted to see if sad was funny

So here is:  'Audio Sploshing for depressed people who are visually impaired and / or peverse' 

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This week I am creating new performance work around the theme of comedy and stand up. I've been lucky to be chosen to be apart of a residency Oreet Ashery and Metal have organised. The residency is over 5 days on the Essex coast and explores live artists developing work that uses humor. Invited guest speakers include stand up comics Simon Munnery and Alex Horne. We are free to create work that is or is not comedic. Other perks include my meals being cooked for me and getting driven everywhere.

I am posting updates on twitter using hashtag #funnyfive - aka five days of making 'funny' work and each day will be posting some ideas, images and work in progress material (this feels scary as I'm used to presenting more fully formed ideas but here goes).

Feedback and comments appreciated. Fatty X
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Today was mainly everyone talking about their work, therefore we didnt create anything new but I did read aloud a my previous post Light Art to a group of Live Artists, wrong crowd?

Our induction also included a tour of the sights and sounds of Southend (Saa-fend), this included our tour guide taking us along the front playing Kraftwerk quite loud.

We drove to a charming peninsula called 'Canvey Island' - Conservative Britain is encouraging us to shop local and hoilday in the UK but Canvey did not have a tourist centre. Here are some beautiful postcards you can print out and send to your Mum.

Scottee is Carrie Bradshaw

Today I was asked why Performance Matters? I responded with

"Performance doesn't matter. We don't save lives, rescue cats from trees or look after the old. Performance aims to enriches peoples lives, we can only hope this numbs the pain."


Considering my last post to this blog and the above quote this got me thinking - do I enjoy being a performer/live artist/cabaret thing? I exist in these ever popular circles of karaoke covers, Beyond Retro costumes and Smiffy wigs but I'm not excited by it, it doens't make me think differently about the world and what about that word 'progression'? 
 This week I received some fan mail  

"not only is it (your work) mind-numbingly boring but it is also conceptually vapid"

He goes on to say my work does little and is comparable to 'Sex and the City', this has got me thinking about what my work means and the greater good. It would be easy to get angry at the comparison between myself and Sarah Jessica Parker but we are both sat at our iMacs, sipping coffee, blurting out our inner thoughts to whoever should read it and we are both characters.
   
There will always be people who think little of my input just as my own opinions to those who flaunt burlesque or fancy dress drag, but does it really matter what side your on? My biog states 'what ever you think of Scottee - he won't care' - I'm not sure how true this is, what people take from my work is important, what they think of me isn't relevant.

Recently I've been making more art, installation and audio than physical performance so maybe this is a shift in my practice. Next week I'm on residency at Metal Works on the Essex coast creating new work (I'll be posting my progress each day here and twitter #FunnyFive) who knows, maybe it'll be conceptually vapid (which some would argu is a 'process') or maybe it'll reinvent the wheel, either way I'm still a lovely person and I'm having a go. Just as Carrie did when she fell over on the runway during New York fashion week I'll brush it off, smile and do my best - whatever it is.
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